What do you do when you’re broken.

I’m sorry I haven’t written in a few days but I have been in a really weird place in my life. I feel as though I’m broken, as though no matter how hard I work nothing ever changes. I have had every form of abuse you can think of from sexual abuse, to verbal, physical, and emotional abuse and the verbal and emotional continue to this day. I feel as though it will never get better and that it just keeps getting worse. I know my anxiety has gotten a lot worse. Every time I look in the mirror I see the toll all of this has taken on my body because the image that stares back is someone who looks almost 10 years ahead of her time. 

I’m not writing this for sympathy or to make anyone for sorry more or less to get it out of my head.  I hope that this in a way will make sense in some way.

I hope you all have an amazing Saturday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🌻 ☕ 🌻 ☕

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The project I have been working on to help curb my anxiety.